This is so friggin saddening!

AAARRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!

My internet connection is killing me! What the hell is wrong with the blardy connection? So farking slow… and that really get on my nerves! I mean like… WHY CAN’T THE CONNECTION BE FASTER OR SOMETHING??!!! HELLLOOOOO?????!!!! I PAID FER THAT FAST CONNECTION OK!! Uuuuuurrrrgggghhhh…..

Lately, I’m really obsessed with CHILLI TUNA [ayam brand] after my climb in Bujang Melaka! That’s so shitty! I think I’ve finished 5 cans of chilli tuna in just one week! Gosh… this is so NOT me. I need a break…

Then, this Saturday, I’ll have date with aunty Sharon and Shel for lunch and later in the evening, I’ll be going to Dora’s a.k.a roti tisu’s house fer BBQ! Can’t wait to meet up with the whole lot of muah frens especially the CURS’ and the LOS’! wakakaka!

Oh yes, ferget to tell you ppl about my Bujang Melaka hike. It was way tougher than I expected. We hike all the way up to the top which is 4,075 feet and we took 5 hours to reach the peak. And what can I say? The view from the top was BREATH-TAKING… and all of us were soaking wet thanks to the rain! Dammit! And then, we took 5 hours to come down as well and all of us were so dang exhausted. Both my ankles were killing me and I was walking slower than a grandma. Can you imagine that?? When I was walking between Chew Wye and Shel, suddenly something dashed through. It was damn fast. Just zapped through my way and I was shocked to see that black thingy with a pair of chilli red eyes looking at me when it dashed through. It was kinda like a very big rat and also like a porcupine. When I asked Chew Wye and Shel if they saw that thingy passing through or not, they said… “Huh? What black thing? What are you talking about May?” and I was like… oh SHIT! Don’t tell me that I’m seeing ‘things’ [if you know what I mean] I don’t know why at that time, I was really paranoid. Goosebumps were all around me. FARK! How I wish I’ve never experience that… After that, didn’t even wanna talk to anyone. All I wanted was just to go home… that’s it.

Yesterday night I went to Maria’s with Leng to meet up with Ting. It was really nice to get together after a while and then we laughed so much until we had stomach cramps… [For your information, that was our DAILY ROUTINE when we were in school] Later at night, Ting and I planned to have some solitare showdown in msn but thanks to the BLARDY CONNECTION and also I think it’s because of MSN, we can’t start our game. DAMMIT!!

Oh yes! My new found friend at home. IDA. My maid… WOOHOOO!!!

P/S: Can’t wait to spend time with buu buu after his work! Yes! I’m counting the days!!! 

People, I've changed to another new account. Not gonna use this anymore cuz of some troubleshooting. Sorry for the inconvenience. CHEERS!!  

-may-

I LOVE YOU!!!! YOU’RE THE BEST!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!! I’LL NEVER FORGET TODAY!!!

Firstly, I would like to wish you people HAPPY NEW YEAR! May you have a BLASTING and AMAZING YEAR all year round! *HUGGIES and KISSES*

Akhem akhem… before I start, let me just say a word of SORRY to all of you for not updating my blog for so long! I was kinda depressed in the month of December. What I can conclude for the year 2005 : IT WAS NOT A GOOD YEAR FOR ME. But still, in that year, I have gained lots of new found friends. I mean really good friends. And I’m thankful for that! HAH!

Recently, my grandpa (mum’s side) was admitted to the hospital due to stroke. It was a serious one this time. Only last week he was admitted because of high fever and then dad told me that he was alright one day after that. Then, on the 31^st of December, dad told me that he’ll be discharged and I thought he’ll be alright. I was having some kind of bad feeling about the discharged. Anyway, I went out for a movie (cheaper by a dozen) with Sheldon, Bryan and Sara in Jusco and then I received a message from dad saying that almost all of my grandpa’s brain cells were dead. I was shocked. One day they tell me that my grandpa was alright and the other day they tell me that almost all of my grandpa’s brain cells were dead??!! I mean like what the fark is all these craps?? Doctor told us to send him home because they cannot do anything to my grandpa. I guess we all have grasped what he meant. After the movie, I went straight to the hospital, (thank you so much for driving me there, Bryan). I was shocked to see my very healthy grandpa lying on the bed, motionless and moreover, he was tube fed. He’s now tube fed and he can’t talk. This is so shitty. Leng, I’m really sorry for not celebrating New Year’s Eve with you. Don’t worry, indulgence’s on ME!

And so, just yesterday night, around 11pm, while I was about to online, suddenly a phone call came and my parents rushed out from their room and I was like, “erm….who called? What happened?” and then mum told me that my uncle called saying that my grandpa was not in good condition. GREAT! So, I went together with my parents to my grandpa’s house and there he was sitting on the bed, trying to vomit out all his phlegm. I can see that he was struggling. He tried to talk. But he can’t… the color of his phlegm was brownish. I’m scared that there’ll be internal bleeding so I suggested to take him to the hospital without more ado but my uncle and aunties were still DEBATING whether to send him to the hospital or not. COME ON PEOPLE!!! Can’t you see that he’s practically STRUGGLING here??? HELLLLLOOOOO-O!!! STOP TALKING AND START MOVING!!! Duh….

After a LONG HOUR of DEBATING, finally they decided to send him to the hospital. I really don’t know what to say about them already. Yes, I know that they are elder than me and stuff but come on; can’t they just make a simple and FAST decision? They can see that he’s struggling and yet, they still don’t want to admit him to the hospital. All they think of was MONEY!! WASTE MONEY!! HEEELLLL-OOOOOO! He wants to survive here, he’s struggling to survive. Why can’t you people just give him the best shot?? Is it really THAT HARD?? HE’S YOUR ONE AND ONLY LOVING DAD! And all my uncle and aunties care about is their MONEY. Is MONEY more important than your OWN DAD?? Wake up…PLEASE….

Woops.. Sorry for this crappy entry of mine and sorry to waste your precious time reading this ya.. This is the only place where I can let everything out…

P/S: Sheldon, if you’re reading this, thank you so much for being there for me the other day when I needed someone most. Thanks for everything. You made my day… and Leng, thanks for all the heartening words and the hugs as well. Love you loads.